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9:12 p.m. - 2005-08-20
I am beautiful beautiful today. Really love looking at myself. Free and relaxed. And beautiful. (enough)
Some feelings of absence just don't want to pass away. But today not even they are present.
My vacations went perfectly. Even if instead of travelling round Poland, we spent a week in Cracow cafés and pubs because of the weather.
Polish guys are loveable, yum!!
Maybe I should ask for an Erasmus to Poland instead of Italy (but I know I won't, it's not that easy to practice Italian in Poznan, not even if guys are a hundred times better lol)
With F we bought quite an amazing amount of earrings (about 20 pairs of colorful antiallergic ones per person) and some nice clothes and shoes and slippers
ate traditional local foods like pirog and bigos and sweets
spent a lot of time in a café where the toilet was in the fireplace
communicated in broken Polish (made about thirty people laugh asking for seven stamps ina post office) or international Latin, as Polish are not famous for their knowledge of foreign languages. (Autobus center?Cathedral gratis? LOLLL)
In the meanwhile Sander picked up (or got picked up by?) a Spanish guy who left home after a week of hot flirt. I am only afraid that it was only the boy (always these damned Ys) who saw it as a hot summer flirt, Sander seemed more likely to interprete it as the beginning of a huge love story. Troubles are coming around, I'm afraid. (Wish I ould take some medicine on my emotional-mental retardiveness).
It's more than a month that M and I don't talk anymore. (hm..'anymore' hasn't ever meant a period this long in the long and complicated story of our real and quasi breakups)And I see that he doesn't read my diary anymore. Am quite glad about it. But. (and don't want to tell more than this BUT.)Even if I miss him, it's time to do something normally for once, isn't it?
Better a well written short story than a long and inquieting novel.
But he'd suffer terribly if he'd see how beautiful I am today ;p
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