one.small.pink.cloud.
- - 2005-07-16
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9:49 p.m. - 2005-04-23
Yesterday I found a magic stick on the street. S said it would be better to think why it had been thrown : ) and in fact, it doesn’t seem to functionate perfectly. Today was quite incomfortable, like a dress worn inside put. WE weren’t even allowed to see Oidipus and F was strangely histerically xxxxxxxchromosomed lol :p (still love her though!). Then wanted to see Sander but she had about five minutes for me before her salsa lesson. And haven’t seen S, maybe that was the most incomofortable thing of all day. Yep, little pink clouds are closing up around my head..only that he is too busy. Always. He does a million different things that makes her very interesting ant multilateral and fun but ehrm, I would like to spend more time with him. Yesterday was great, I went to see the musical instrument they created for a uni concourse then we went to the Book Festival and to theatre to see beautiful Rigoletto (and I had my beautiful new black skirt on, with the fringe at the bottom)And he told me he got a contract for a summer work at a French architect’s office for three months. (geez.)
M? oh, well, I really hope we can still be friends. I would like to see both of us happy, not fake happy to show the others how great our lives are. But really happy and contented. (and it is one thing that did not work when we were together). Still, I don’t want to lose him, whatever it could mean, it is discussable if I ever ’had’ him.
But it is S I would like to cook dinner for, tomorrow! (have to throw out sis :p))
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