fairy tale cancelled
- - 2005-07-16
hope he doesn't read. it has to be an unsent letter. - 2005-07-07
- - 2005-07-05
- - 2005-06-28
- - 2005-06-26
5:29 p.m. - 2005-02-17
I don't want to analyse that feeling too much. I am afraid unpleasant things would come out.
Maybe it is normal to be jealous of a more beautiful more intelligent more nice more Italian girl who can get what I had wanted to get so much, isn't it?
It's just a sign of me still being the stupid overemotional overdependant one. But it can also be the same feeling when people stop Sander on the street, just to tell her how beautiful she is (it really DOES happen.like two times today.). Me, I try not to feel bad about it. I mean, not to feel ugly.
But i do.
medicine: Beckett's tomorrow?
But the only way would be to find a more beautiful more intelligent more nice more Italian guy who falls for me the same way. And for me, not for S.
Too bad it's MY life and not that of Cinderella.
yesterdays || tomorrows
powered by SignMyGuestbook.com