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4:31 p.m. - 2005-01-18

I am so worried for my brother. He has an inestial infection, that could be healed in a short time. Only that many cancerous illnesses and other kinds of tumours appear together with such infections. So it might also be a sign of something like that. We're going to know more around Wednesday, when the results of the examinations will arrive.
I talked to him on the phone today, and he has no high fever anymore, but he cannot eat and has some pain too. He sounded quite well, though, joked on this all and told me to visit him when he'll be at home, so he can give me a firewall for my pc. Umm..slightly too objective for the situation, isn't he? Most probably i visit him on Sunday (have one or two exams on Monday...hope to study on the train) together with my father.
Today I am going to light a candle in a church. And gave money to the Krishna for their free food distribution. (I know it is shallow to hope in actions like that.)